I Had A Dream...

I saw a lean figure walking my way, searching for someone familiar. As he walked towards me, I saw his unkempt hair moving, swaying with the wind. He seems cool with style.. Then, finally he saw the familiar face he was searching for...

But as he walked nearer to me, I saw his weary face... His sunken cheeks... The dull, tired eyes... The discoloured restless face (he didnt shave)... I felt bad... He looked real bad... For that moment, I wanted to hold him in my arms and give him the hardest hug with all my strength... buried my face at his neck... For 1 time, I felt the wrenched heartache... I just wanted to touch him...

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I had a dream few nights ago... I dreamt of someone I once being so familiar with & now yet so distant... I no longer find the familiarity on his face... A stranger... I dreamt of all the things we have done, laughed, enjoyed... together... Then the familiar sound tells me that things are no longer the same... Everything has changed... He has gotten another familiar one...

Then I realised, havent I forget about this? Havent I been numb? If so, why I can still feel the lingering hurt? Is this going to hide itself in a crack in my heart? The past just slide through my mind like the thrillers of the new movie...

"Cherish what you have now" - How do 1 know that he/she has cherished that moment they have now? Does cherish mean you dont feel regret nor disappointed when its no longer there? Can anyone enlighten me?

I don't feel well... Am having sore throat... Yearning someone to sayang me & pamper me like a little girl... feel silly though... Silly isn't it? =)