Something Stupid

Something stupid...

I began to wonder if am one that always do stupid things for the person I like... Am a person led by heart.. I often do things as and when I feel like it...

Like I can just buy a big glass container & filled it up with bitter chocolate he likes... buy little stuff for him that I think is cute... went over to his house mid-night to pass him fav chocolate to destress him after work.. woke up @ 10am to meet him for lunch despite I only slept at 5am after drinking.. buy a piece of choc cake, just passed it to him & left... wake up @ 6am in the monring to ask my mum to teach me how to make "liang teh" for him...

Although all these arent any romantic things, these are little things that I like to do.. it makes me happy... but then, I dunno if it makes him happy or am just irritating him... if he appreciates the things I have done... Then I began to think " why am i doing these stupid things?"

It can be quite sad that after all the things you have done, you feel that he doesnt seems that appreciative or happy to see you... Perhaps when these things always happen. they start to think little of such actions... People start to take things for granted...

Man....