Sunday, April 24, 2005

Love & Life...

Tonight, I feel that love and life are the same... Both of them are so unpredictable.. fragile... short-lived... uncontrollable...
Love is unpredictable.. No one can predict how long does love for one will last.. Do we always have to upkeep the interest for each other? isnt it going to be tiring? Life is unpredictable too... No one knows what will happen tomorrow... Some live like there is no tomorrow... Can one love like there is no tomorrow? If so, why i cant find that person?
Love comes and goes. It can stay for very long but for some, it leaves very fast.. For me, it is the latter. Life too... For some it is so short that it comes and goes faster than anyone can remember but the living ones remember in pain... both cause everyone heartache when both have left...
Both are so fragile.. it is just a fine line between life & death; love & not.. And it is uncontrollable.. You cannot control both... Cos we are not God...
I saw "Butterfly" yesterday.. In the show, it was said that everything is predestinated...
I dont ask a lot.. I ask for simple things yet the simpler it is, the harder it gets...
~Does love taste like Tiramisu? If so, how does it taste like?~

Friday, April 22, 2005

Thank you~

Well, here I am again writing after "disappearing" for some time... For those who have been diligently looking up my blog, am very thankful...
However, just that there's a lot of things on my mind and haven't been feeling too good recently, thus the sudden MIA act... Though I am getting better but still not in the best of mood, having hell of a major mood swings...
But I must thank all of my friends who have been by my side to encourage, console me through my worst moods. They are there to listen to my complaints and sighs.. Thanks gals... Muahahahaa... You know who you are.. joey, jos, miao, yv etc...
As usual, when me in my major mood swings, i tend to do something drastic.. The last time when i broke up, i permed my hair... now, i feel like getting another earhole or getting a tattoo with my gfs (not the ah-lian kind lah!) see how it goes...

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Things that I wanna do with him...

  1. Go to beach, strolling, sun-tanning, picnic
  2. Rot @ home
  3. To go out with his/my friends
  4. Hold hands like any couples & shopping in broad daylight
  5. Go travelling
  6. Hang out @ pub/coffee joints
  7. Spending quiet moments
  8. Having walks/strolls

Was letting my imagination running wild these few days at home, rotting & was thought of the list of things I would wanna do with my other partner. Primarily I just wanna to spend one full day with him and what to do is actually secondary...

I am not someone who needs to seee that person everyday (although i would love to) but that is not compulsory.. But i would expect at least meeting up once a week & spend quality time.. I dont mind even just spending quiet moments with him around..

But some guys dont see the point. To them, they can dont meet their gfs for weeks but then what's the point? That is no dfference to being just a normal friend (putting the intimacy aside).. We girls are busy too but why is it that despite our busy work schedule, we could still make time to meet & not the guys? Anyway, that gonna work on both parties compromising, isnt it? ;)