Complex Friendship

I used to think that everything is very simple cos I am a very simple girl. I believe that all are born good-natured. But as I grow older, I realised ideal and reality dont co-exist. Anything that involves the emotional side of a homosapien (man) becomes complex because man himself is a complex creature. How many of us know what we are after or really want?

Love relationship is complicating enough but now, I begin to feel friendship is complicating too. Or perhaps it is just me that is complex.. Maybe I dont trust this friend of mine enough and like I mentioned in previous blog, then it all becomes too draining..

I enjoy her company and encouraging words but when it comes to certain topics, I would become so sensitive of the things she said.. I know that she treats me like a close friend.. concern about me.. Am I losing faith in this friendship or have I been blinded?

Well, maybe because of the presence of just that 1 person, it makes this simple innocent friendship turn out to seem complicated. The relationship between the 3 of us is far too difficult for me to figure out.

End of the day, who knows, it might just boil down to ME making all these difficult for us (myself).