WhEre aRe YoU

After a few days into the new r'ship, he has left for Hong Kong early this morning with his bro, cousin and friend for a 4-day trip. Meaning I am back to my singlehood for the next 4 days.. Woohoo!

Ok, i shall not be that bad to be so happy lah.. But at least I am back to meeting my friends and not his friends, brother or cousin... Somehow i feel this is a different r'ship that I have compared to the previous ones.. He is so enthusiatic to introducing me to all his friends and families.. Wants me to join in his gatherings/outings.. always holding my hands for the fear I will run away but yet trying to keep a distance in case i feel suffocated..

When comes to friends, i can handle all of them with ease but when comes to his parents, hmm... maybe because i have no experience at all so when he told me to go to his house, i refused to because i dunno how to handle them.

i saw Mau's blog.. he is facing a dilemma at a crossroad.. I was there once but i guess i just didnt bother anymore after some time.. I just dun wish to think anymore.. Should it come, it will just come.. He/She is the one or not, doesn't matter cos the mystery will reveal itself in due course.

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oh man, another 2 hours before i can go off to meet friends for dinner and i am almost sleeping on my desk... He is happy shopping in HK (as of his latest sms)...

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