Beginning to dislike weddings

Attended a gal-friend's wedding last night. It was the most unbearable wedding dinner so far. Not because of the food nor the company that is sucky but the whole thought of it.

It was unbearable because I could see someone else going through the whole thing.. from the video, walk-in, champagne popping, yum seng, photo taking sessions... oh man... The images just came to my mind like a video.. i cant imagine this happening on me... Goosh.. i dont know if i am all ready to go through this...

It is an irony when you dont look for it, it came to you. When you thought all are going well, something has to happen. Sigh.. i never expect this situation to happen to me... not even in my wildest dreams...

Then again, what's new? Weird things just kinda attracted to me and follow wherever i go..

Looking at my friend, sometimes i wonder if having someone to be attracted to you despite you are attached and especially when your other half is neglecting you and worst of all, starting to irritate and anger you with his actions and speech.

Is this a good time and excuse to leave then and test out the new pastures?

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am beginning to dislike weddings...