THE piece of paper..

as i am sitting in front of this computer typing away,2 of my friends are facing 2 different kinds of decisions that somehow is related to a piece of paper. the difference is that 1 is the pree and 1 is the post of a sequence.

the marriage paper and the separation paper.

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she faces 2 guys - a guy she loves for years, stood by him & giving him all the support. but he is always causing her hurt & unhappiness. the other guy is always giving her the attention, stable in career and new to her. now her bf proposed to her as she is standing at the crossroad, deciding to either dump the luggage at crossroad and move forward or carry on carrying the luggage and drag it along, hoping that she has made the correct decision.

can the leopard change his spots?

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he married the woman that he thought she was the one for him at that point in time. but she failed him, breaking his heart. all that linked the both of them is a house - a house that they have never stayed before, a house that was once filled with their hopes. with each of them found new purpose in their life, they come to a point to sign the separation paper.

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then i wonder what significance has the marriage paper left? is it just a "passport" to get a new flat? where has all the vows that was made in front of the jp? was it meant to be broken? how can 1 be sure to follow through all the promises that were being made for life?

What's my No. 1?

Moi shoulders are aching.. Longed for a good shoulder massage...

Looking forward to the Krabi trip in Jan.. Wanna do spa, pampering myself... Bask myself in the sun, sand & sea... Forsee that I will be broke again..

Hope everyone has a good Christmas holiday and another on New Year...

How fast... Times really flies...

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天蠍座

癡情第一名，扮酷第一名，魅力第一名，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名。

Beginning to dislike weddings

Attended a gal-friend's wedding last night. It was the most unbearable wedding dinner so far. Not because of the food nor the company that is sucky but the whole thought of it.

It was unbearable because I could see someone else going through the whole thing.. from the video, walk-in, champagne popping, yum seng, photo taking sessions... oh man... The images just came to my mind like a video.. i cant imagine this happening on me... Goosh.. i dont know if i am all ready to go through this...

It is an irony when you dont look for it, it came to you. When you thought all are going well, something has to happen. Sigh.. i never expect this situation to happen to me... not even in my wildest dreams...

Then again, what's new? Weird things just kinda attracted to me and follow wherever i go..

Looking at my friend, sometimes i wonder if having someone to be attracted to you despite you are attached and especially when your other half is neglecting you and worst of all, starting to irritate and anger you with his actions and speech.

Is this a good time and excuse to leave then and test out the new pastures?

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am beginning to dislike weddings...

What is a LIE?

A lie is : -

1. A false statement deliberately presented as being true; a falsehood.
2. Something meant to deceive or give a wrong impression

A white lie is : -

An often trivial, diplomatic or well-intentioned untruth.

Is a white lie supposed to be less hurtful? A lie is when someone tries to cover up the truth with something else. If someone deliberately did not mention the incident to you, then would you still think that he/she lie? But based on the definition, they just did not tell you, they did not attempt to cover up with something else.

What if one day you realised that they have not been telling you things that you have considered most important thing of all? Would you feel cheated?

It is already not easy to handle the looks that people give, let alone the things that people say...

My Samurai Code

Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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Honor: You are a person who is firm with his/her beliefs and treat others as you are treated. People would consider you humble at times and very respectful, and someone to definitely respect back.

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On seeing this. you probably be thinking that I must be very "eng".. hahahaa... but I was still doing a bit of stuff here and there... Anyway it is difficult to be a good person.. sigh..

Weekends are over and coming again!

My eyelids are dropping... closing... am so freaking sleepy... just a sudden wave of sleep worms has attacked me!!! So I am here doing my blog since there isnt much things at work.. correction: i have done what i need to do so all now is waiting for replies.. s-l-o-w..

How was everyone's weekend? My weekend was okay... very much recovering from the drunkness i had on friday @ dbl O. Bad choice to mix tequila and beer -- at least not for me! Was almost hugging the toilet bowl when i went home and on saturday morning...

A little bit of saga though... hahaha... since I was so high, I was kissing guys!! Oops!!! hahaaa... That caused my bf to be perpetually watching after me the whole night..

OK OK -- i admit i sound evil but it just felt very *shiok*!

Anyway, mau, if you are reading this entry, you might wanna know that my bf was tiny-tweeny bit uncomfortable (or jealous if you wanna say so) when I was drinking with you.. hahaha.. his cousin was warning him to be careful of you.. kekekeee... and of course for the others reading, not that we have anything BUT we are just very good buddies!

I had fun that night and hope you had fun too!

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Warning: Drink don't drive; Drive don't drink.

His friend's car got into an accident on the way home and luckily only the car is injured.

My Life Rating

Just got an email from a friend to do a quiz on a rating on my life...

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	7
Mind:	6.5
Body:	8
Spirit:	6.8
Friends/Family:	5
Love:	6.9
Finance:	6.8
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score is reasonably high. This means that you are on a good path. Continue doing what is working and set about to improve in areas which continue to lag. Do this starting today and you will begin to reap the benefits immediately.

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward.

Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come.

Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow.

Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.

Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is in good shape, meaning that things are going well. Do all you can to maintain it, and continue to grow and move ahead.

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. You have a rather good financial score, which is not all that common these days. Keep doing what works. Avoid common pitfalls and save for the future. You will be glad you did.

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http://www.monkeyquiz.com/life/rate_my_life.php

First December posting

Today is the first December posting on my blog on the 1st December 2005. Haven't exactly been very busy recently but yet strange to say, I didn't have much time to update my blog. Probably I am also spending a bit more time with friends and bf and so everyone seems to know whats going on in my life.

Getting busier @ work..Stress level going up..Staying late in office..the usual lifestyle is creeping back. Getting both tired and sick easier recently..

Happy to receive first wedding news from a friend in my close group. Excited to be the emcee and "sister".. all crazy ideas are oozing out from our little "peanut box"!

Good to meet up with volunteer friends in a wedding couple of days back and again in 2 weeks' time for another. Feel great to see that everyone is getting on well and still as crazy as ever -- no wonder we were in the camp committee! Ha!

Last night had a drink with colleague and surprisingly, we shared our innermost thoughts and feelings. Didn't you feel any better and great that one can actually find someone whom you can share your innermost secrets with? No pretense. We are just ourselves -- our true self