once lost...

just last week as i was taking a train to work, i took out the usual ezlink card that i hid in my little bag compartment since i hardly use it especially now that i take the private bus to work... looking at the card, it just came to me that i am still using the ezlink card that belonged to my ex-bf... and somehow it just warmed my heart and i smiled...

i think it was also because i have not seen him for quite some time though we "talk" to each other with simple "hi" and "how are you?" when we managed to catch each other on msn. to be honest, i quite miss him and his boyish smile... i told him about this when we met on msn just that weekend... and co-incidentally, he had the same realisation on the same week too...

silent came. noone spoke anything further. perhaps both of us have just moved on with our lives with different partners. i guess we still do have feelings for each other but it seems pointless to talk about it anymore (or rather i think so..)

nonetheless, we had a little of each other and we joked that we would keep that little piece in our heart. how many people would be able to do that?

*my heart smiled*