i cant imagine this..

damn it... i just cleared the post which i was typing away since 10am... what a waste of my effort, time and battery!!!
anyway i sort of my little childhood dream come true for me on this early sunday morning.. i am seated at a small corner of macdonalds at kallang, with my coffee on my side and laptop in front of me, typing furiously away... fulfilling the little dream of mine being a writer-wannabe.... but at the same time blowing my red big nose and clearing my throat... goosh! this irritating flu has been wiht me for the past week and it is showing no sign of getting better but in fact, worse...
i cant imagine myself doing this here as in the past, i have no laptop, there is no wireless, i have no inspiration... if not because my boyfriend dragged me out of bed for his soccer at cage, i would be still catching up my lost sleep due to the busy work schedule and all that help for yong's wedding the whole of yesterday....
of course, all those weddings have caused a big hole in my pocket... it has became a stress not only to my purse but also my mental with everyone asking "when's your turn?".. perhaps i should stop going to those weddings to save myself from these unnecessary stress...
but then again, i am just to kpo and happy to share other's happiness too... =)