nostalgic afternoon

i was listening to radio on my mobile phone and they were playing a list of very very old songs. i still remembered that 1 of them was when i was in primary school and i heard it when i was staying over at my cousin's place. i fell in love with the song and she volunteered to copy for me into a cassatte... my FIRST cassatte! it just reminds me of the past on a rainy day...

歌曲：一生守候
歌手：陈淑桦

等待着你 等待你慢慢的靠近我
陪着我长长的夜到尽头 别让我独自守候
等待着你 等待你默默凝望着我
告诉我你的未来属于我 除了我别无所求

你知道这一生 我只为你执着
管别人心怎么想 眼怎么看 话怎么说
你知道这一生 我只为你守候
我对你情那么深 意那么浓 爱那么多

等待着你 等待你轻轻拉我的手
陪着我长长的路慢慢走 一直到天长地久
等待着你 等待你紧紧拥抱着我
告诉我你的心里只有我 除了我别无选择

你知道这一生 我只为你执着
不管它喜还是悲 苦还是甜 对还是错
你知道这一生 我只为你守候
我对你情那么深 意那么浓 爱那么多

等待着你 等待你紧紧拥抱着我
告诉我你的心里只有我 永远爱我

等待着你

a reunion 15 years later

i think i cannot be believe that i can still meet up with my primary school classmates after so many years. when i graduated after PSLE, i was pretty sure that i won't be meeting with this group of classmates except for those few chinese new year gatherings to my chinese teacher's house.

partly i think i am never that close to my primary school classmates and with my parents being strict with me then, i hardly hangout with them at the playground. i am consider one of those outcasts in the class. i think i was quite happy to not remember my days in the primary school. if you ask me which were those days that i missed, i would say anytime after primary school.

however there was actually someone who did organise the gathering on last sunday and there was supposed to be 5 altogether. in the end, only 2 turned up as i expected - me & the organiser! i can't imagine the poor guy waiting if i hadn't go and i actually was toying with the idea early that afternoon... the excuse given was that they have forgotten but i strongly believe that if the gathering was to mean anything to you, you won't forget but i think i have came to a point that there will be such inconsiderate people around no matter what.

strangely, we just sat at serangoon cafe cartel and talk. though it was a little awkward but we slowly got over it. afterall we haven't meet nor talk over 15 years, we just don't really know where to start from. Luckily i aren't the shy shy girl if not i would probably drop dead on the spot facing a familiar yet strange guy for over an hour. i think that is a quite a feat! ;)

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oh yes... i simply l-o-v-e this picture that i did.. so proud... hahahaha

A Lousy Vacation

just got back from a holiday from Hong Kong but i dont feel fantastic at all. the weather has been the same since i was there a year ago - cooling with drizzle. i supposed nothing has changed, at lest not to me.

wanted to be a walk-walk see-see leisure trip but it turned out to be some goose-chasing purchasing trip. shuffling from warehouse to warehouse, malls to malls, shops to shops... to me, it can be worse than work, especially if i have nothing to buy in mind. thus, in the end, i dont feel recharged at the end of the trip~

Finally cleared all my off days and now i am back to the normal 9-5 hours. not quite used to it though. afterall i had been working the irregular hours since last december with all my series and festival. waking up at 7pm is ALWAYS my problem... on the bright note, i am having my social life back again - all the gyms, all the gossipy gatherings and dinner dates, so i think its not that bad an exchange. =)

Ooh, i am so proud of myself that i finally get down to getting a test date for my final theory test (FTT) on Monday... so long after 7 years since i passed my basic theory test! i hope i can really pass this time at my 2nd attempt. thinking if i should get my PDL as well even i dont make this time round (touchwood!). my resolution is to at least pass my FTT and start learning while i can during this low period. wish me luck! oh, any recommendations for private driving teacher though my friend reckon that it is easier to pass in school?

Met up with my JC girlfriends on Tues (see, i am getting back my life) before 1 of them starts to fly off now and then in her new air-stewardess job. interesting to hear the stuff within the cabin crew and lingo like "cabin meal" and "bicycle". no matter in what job you are, there will bound to have politics... just seems that almost everyone is unhappy in their current job - trying to get longer MC, excuses away from work, waiting for just bonuses to leave.

despite that i dont really agree, i guess that's what happen when you have no interest in the job or you really detest the job. i am glad that i am enjoying my work (not the early mornings i have).

TGIF! Enjoy!

You have changed

you have changed.
you no longer seems to be the one i used to know
where did all those familiarity go?
was that your true self or this is you?
where all those sweet nothings left
for what is left are all the anger and insults
where did those thoughtful actions went
for what is left are all careless threads
you are so absorbed in your own world
i am left out in your world
i no longer have a space there
or i have changed
perhaps it is time for me to let you go
before you hurt me once again
because you have made me so vulnerable
maybe it is true
change is the only constant