interesting note about myself

i just got back from a drink-ktv session with my friends. i think i sucked their second hand smoke more than i drink!!! Damn...

anyway that's besides the point... the point is while my friend was singing stephanie sun's new song 《我怀念的》, he mentioned that that was how he was feeling during his previous relationship.. well, if you hadn't heard about the song, i would strongly recommend because it is a nice song and you can actually find that she has improved her singing skills..

the story of the song that i gathered from the lyrics of the song is that the boyfriend two-timed girl A and girl B actually has the cheek to message girl A. as much as girl A was very upset about the entire episode and attempting to forget about the relationship, she was still very in love with him and missed all the good times they spent together yet not knowing how did the relationship came to such as state...

so immediately after he said that statement, i replied "then i must be very lucky because i have never been in that situation before". come to think about it, all the past relationships that i had, all were initiated by me and never by the guy and good to say that it was never a third party reason.

perhaps i am just that rational or maybe placed too high a standard on my partner and ever looking for a better one. usually when i dont see a point in carrying on with the relationship, i would choose to end it rather to drag it. sometimes i find it scary to be that clear-minded and i wonder if that is a good thing because you tend to be more judgemental about things and overly critical about people especially those dear to you.

well, i have discovered another thing about myself...

i passed!

it has been 7 years since i last passed my basic theory test... so much has changed. from the paper multiple choices where you had to shade the correct answer and waiting 2 weeks for result, today it is all computerised with almost instant results...

i finally passed my final theory test today and enrolled into the school. theortically i can start my practical lesson any time... but i can immediately feel the burnt in the hole of my pocket when i just paid for the enrolment. i hope i can keep up with the car-learning fever! =)

oh! i just tried out paintball last week with my colleagues and i have got bruises all over my legs - all thanks to the guys with good aim. i think without the long sleeve, my skin would have broke and bled... $70 for 10 bruises... expensive game!