getting better?

this morning i woke up feeling a little better. i dont know if i have woken up from my senses or i am just escaping from reality by trying to ignore it.

i could relate the whole story to YJ over the phone without having to sob again. i could even do with a bitter laughter... my heart still aches though... how could it be so fast? i was just tearing last night during the ktv...

sometimes i wonder if god is playing a joke on me - to let me hear our song "Tell Me Where You Are" by Ago... these are the questions that i wanted to ask...

Life without you is just right, can't you see? (really?)
i feel fine since you are gone, should i say disappeared
i keep holding all my tears since i saw you for the last time
i've been through another year (i wished..)
i must say am a strong girl (i am hoping)
but tell me where you are, where you're sleeping at night
tell me who do you love now, who do you miss now
tell me what you see when you're closing your eyes
if you ever remember i was by your side
(We could be friends thought its so hard when two lovers fall apart)